Every Night

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Every night...
before i sleep...
i start crying...
not crying tears...
but blood instead...
people ask me whats wrong?...
i look at them and smile with my tears on my cheeks...
i've never gave them a direct answer...
sometimes i tell them that i'm ill...
and once i've told them that my heart was dead...
they didn't believe me...
i went and did an operation...
doctors took my heart and showed them...
once they saw it...
they were shocked...
do you know why?!...
because they saw your name curved in it ...
but wait ...
that wasn't it...
they also saw that it wasn't a full heart...
but was cut into two half's !!...
doctors tried to put it back together...
but they couldn't...
then...
my heart wrote with blood..
it wrote your name...
and that you're the only one who could put it back together...
they came to you to tell you what had happen to me...
but you didn't even care...
they've showed you my heart but still didn't care...
instead...
you brought a sharp knife..
and stabbed it once again...
i didn't care about stabbing it..
because i know that you were happy when you stabbed it...
all i wanted in this life...
is to see my only love...
living happy ...

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